(MattheusWEH.)
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I am a child of God, a gift from heaven,
I'm known as MATTHEUS WEE ERN HAO \m/
Average teen who's satisfied with an average life :D JESUS ROCKS!

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Guys so sorry for not blogging for so long. I guess I dont have the time and energy to blog EVERYDAY. So, I'l blog once or twice a week... wait, TRY to blog once or twice a week.

Ok basically I had a chinese test today. On 私函(forgive me if its wrong, my chinese is fairly weak) & 作文. Sihan was ok but i think i totally flunked my zuo wen. Its like i ran out of ideas and the sinking feeling i felt when i first came into Hwa Chong came back to me. Oh forget it. Its over. Hope i at least pass it.

Man I dont know what overcame me but on the journey home i just felt sorrow within me... Well the reason isn't really apparent to me, but i guess its because i've changed, or the circumstances have changed. More cranky in the morning, more snappy, not as nice peers, less time with parents, more homework, less sleeping hours....and the list goes on. Wow but i really felt very sad just now...its like an elite from 6P to an ....idiot in 1A1? I'm not joking but using its literal meaning. Seriously. Ah well, i read that we create our circumstances and not that the circumstances are created for us but.... is it possible to do that? Now...?

Arghh!!! Another thing! I dont like it when i hear the "f" word so many times in the day. i mean, EVERYDAY. Its not that i have used the "f" word out of anger or entertainment or WHATEVER! But its just that i feel that if this continues on like this i may just succumb to peer pressure or whatever s**t. oh gosh i'm super counting on the Lord to help me with this. Must read bible everyday!!! reminding me of which, i havent done devotions today...